partys over…back to work
Spring break flew by faster than normal— every moment not spent running around to meet friends or running errands was spent frantically typing a 15 page paper (which I STILL haven’t finished— :/ ). But already, after a last sushi dinner farewell with the folks, I will head back to Charlotte and back to try something totally new.
My first photoshoot is tomorrow. Bit scared. Bit excited. Mostly feel like a poser. Love the idea of having hair and makeup done for me, but the whole ‘model’ thing? Freaks me out. Oh well, I’m going to try to go in there and just have fun, taking the whole thing lightly and enjoy it.
I’ve finally gotten to spend some time with my besty, had lots of coffee breaks and nights out with friends over amazingly rich meals, was welcomed with open arms into a friend’s family’s home for dinner dessert and scary movies, and spent time with my gran and puppies. I’m constantly rushing, constantly busy, constantly moving or worrying or working, but I kind of don’t know how to be if I’m NOT like this, lol. I’m exhausted, but I’m happy I saw everyone. I don’t want to go back and do school, but I’m excited to see where (if anywhere) this modeling thing leads. And, if nowhere, at least I’ll have a great experience and memory.
