Lonely as a Clud ;)

i havent posted in a while.  but i have a good excuse:  some pretty awesome, completely unexpected stuff has happened.

this saturday for example:  i woke up bright and early and went to a casting call at Evolution Talent Agency (the exact one where Brooklyn Decker is at), where myself and a few other girls spent an hour and a half runway training and being cast in a Mercedes-benz fashion show.  And they picked me!  I get to compete with a few other girls for a contract with the agency, and am walking in their show in about a month:  I am both psyched and TERRIFIED.

Also, got another article in to my Charlotte magazine, one that was really fun to write :) Things are slowly starting to come together; I feel like nothing has happened, and at the sam time, everything, like things are finally starting to fall into place for what might be an awesome future.  I never expected anything like this to happen, but I’m so grateful it has because it is a kick-ass opportunity and sure to be incredibly fun regardless of the outcome. I am terrified, but I know i’ll be kicking myself if I don’t take advantage of the opportunities coming my way, so I’m going to go balls-out and do all I can to make it happen :)

I just wish I could shove it in my ex’s face.  Hah.  Just kidding— that’s stupid… yet the thought is oddly satisfying?… wow, i’m out of character today :/