sighhhh

sometimes you love having a day alone.  other times, it drives you up the wall and you feel panic coming on.  what’s the worst is when you can’t figure out HOW you feel about it :/ today is one of those days.  I have plenty to do.  I’ve had a great couple weekend days chilling with my friends.  But i finally have one sunday dedicated to just me, like i promised myself, and i think i’m going mad?….

i dunno how i feel… that’s the worst.  so i’m sitting at my kitchen counter in my pajamas, drinking green tea and cranberry juice, doing laundry and watching mary-kate and ashley in paris.  they were my childhood, i loved all their stuff :)  roomie is away for once, which is kinda awesome, can’t lie.  but i feel like i’m flailing… i’m not sad.  i’m not lonely.  but i’m not content.  maybe i just need to get up and move.

a walk in the warm sunshine is calling my name.