Real post— not for class for once :)
Well, I’m slowly starting to blog outside of class again…. here goes.
The weather finally screams falllllll! And… that is the only happy thing about today. The past two weeks have been incredibly rough— I feel like I’ve been attacked from all sides, and last night I had to let the one thing go that made me really happy.
So question is, where do I go now?
I still have absolutely no idea, and as I sat on the couch next to him, I still had no clue. All we could do was try not to touch each other and figure out where to go from here, and it felt so wrong. But I know we had too.
It’s just insanely hard.
But for now I’m just trying to get by— school provides enough of a distraction, but still, everything kind of sucks right now. On the bright side, the starbucks christmas specials are out, yay!! Christmas always cheers me up, I listen to Christmas carols even when it’s nowhere near Christmas just for a smile :)
This feels so sad— the only thing that makes today a bit brighter is the red of the Starbucks christmas cups. But hey, gotta hold onto something, right?
